Rumors

We keep hearing rumors about when the next cutoff will be (supposedly December 12 or 13). We've tried and tried not to read them or take them to heart because it just makes everything more difficult to deal with. Every month there are rumors circulating about how far the CCAA will get with referral days. We know that our future and our precious baby's future is in God's hands and that is what we SHOULD be focusing on, that we will get her when HE decides it's the right time, but for some reason we want to control everything. Life would be much easier if we just give it over to Him, He knows alot more than we do! Please keep us and all of the waiting families in your prayers. The wait sometimes feels like it is too much to bear! We do know that we should be looking into our daughters eyes, even if only by photograph, by Christmas and that is all I have been praying for! Just her picture for Christmas because then I know what the New Year will hold in store for us!